Drifting in the Air: The Thrill of New Encounters
Published on by Kevin Rahmad ShaputraThere is something intoxicating about getting to know someone new. It’s a feeling I can never quite put into words, yet it always sweeps me off my feet, leaving me floating in the air like a helium balloon. Perhaps it’s the thrill of novelty or the rush of emotions that come with fresh encounters. Whatever it is, I love it.
A friend introduced me to a girl once. Ironically, she was his former crush, but fate had other plans. Our bond started subtly, but soon, I found myself drawn into her world. I love the process of getting closer to someone—those first conversations, the exchange of glances, the discovery of mutual interests. It feels like unwrapping a mystery, one layer at a time. Each word, each laugh, each moment spent together adds color to an otherwise grayscale life.
When I start to like someone, it’s as if my body reacts in the strangest way. It feels like swallowing a candy, one that expands inside me like a bubble, lifting me up into the sky. It’s funny, really, how such emotions can make me feel weightless, as if I could float away just from the sheer excitement of it all. It’s absurd, but also exhilarating. I often find myself smiling at nothing, laughing at random thoughts, my mind filled with silly daydreams. It’s almost as if I become a different person—a stark contrast to my usual self. Normally, I see myself as a calm and collected individual, but in moments like these, I feel like I’m burning with an uncontainable warmth.
Is this what people call falling in love? Maybe. But for me, it’s not just about love. It’s about the experience, the rush of feelings that come from stepping into something new. Life often feels stagnant, like an old book with pages you’ve read too many times. But meeting someone new? That’s like starting a brand-new chapter, one where the words haven’t been written yet. It fills my days with vibrancy, with purpose. I find myself thinking of surprises to plan, places to visit, memories to create. It turns an ordinary day into something special.
But here’s the thing—what I seek isn’t permanence. I don’t long for a happily-ever-after, nor do I dream of possession. I don’t envision weddings or lifelong commitments. What I truly want is to leave a mark, a memory, a piece of myself embedded deep within someone’s heart. I want to exist in their thoughts, tucked away in a quiet corner of their mind, even long after I’ve walked away. That, to me, is the true essence of a meaningful bond—to be unforgettable.
Maybe that’s why I dive in so deep whenever I meet someone who intrigues me. I don’t just skim the surface; I plunge into the depths, embedding myself in the core of their being. I want them to remember the way I made them feel, the conversations we had, the moments we shared. Because memories, unlike relationships, don’t fade as easily. People change, feelings evolve, but the imprint of a connection lingers.
And so, I continue chasing these moments, embracing every new encounter with an open heart. Because in the end, life isn’t about reaching a final destination. It’s about the journey—the stories we create, the emotions we experience, and the footprints we leave behind in the hearts of those we meet.